Well, it's come down to it. After many breath-taking events, I have decided something. I don't want to change. I want to be the little girl I see in the second grade year book! But too late.
The reason for my change of heart happened when I gave something very important up. It was more of a chase than anything. I gave up finding my way to a world I know exists.
A couple nights ago, I found a portal, the portal in my room, in my eyes. It was the portal that I saw in my mirror, my own reflection. This would take me to where I wanted to be. This is where fear takes over.
I was staring into my eyes, there was something about them, I couldn't look away. Keep in mind it was about one o'clock in the morning. Well, anyway, I have one of those lights in my room that changes colors, and one of the colors doesn't give off much light. So when that came....
You know how if you stare at something for a long time, it gets all blurry? Well this happened that fateful night. So when the light disappeared, a row of six teeth, two of which extremely long, on the ends of the row. A warmness grasped my body, I was blanketed. It was absolutely amazing. I believed I was taken, and I am. I figured out what it was only a few days after. After the fear, the control, yeah all that kinda jazz. I think I can go back, I can fight it. I can make it. Me and my awesomeness! ^.^